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Old July 10th, 2018 #1
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Default Do you have / did you ever have any role models ?

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As for me, during the time I was still pretty much into rock music ( prefer ambient now . . .) , belive it or not , for a short time my role model was James Hetfield from Metallica . . .




I thought he was a good guitarist and songwriter . . I liked his lyrics . .


Role model?

I think we all might have had one at one time or another . . .


( think one might notice 'till today that I was was once into Metallica since I often still embed their songs . . . ) . .

But now ?

To tell the whole story . . I broke with Metallica after the "St. Anger" album ( never liked that . . .) . .

I notice James Hetfield became too artificial over the course of time and recently also outed himself as a drinker and stated that he underwent therapy . .

Wow . .


Anyway . .

He was the only role model I had in my life though . .

How 'bout you ?

Who did you once look up to or are still looking up to ?

 
Old July 11th, 2018 #2
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Many young Whites are suffering from a lack of role models due to divorce of their parents during their childhood, raised by single mothers.

I too was raised by a single mother, my dad's now 76 and in a different city than I and my mother are in.

The last time saw him, I was 15 years old.

My mom's still In contact with him though.

There was a time I hated my parents, to a point I even wanted to kill my mom.

But that was just a phase during my adolescence, I eventually got over it and I'm in a good relationship with my mother now

I know she did her best to raise me, and I respect her for that, but I cannot deny that I've had male identity issues at some time, bacause there was no dad when I needed him.

Being raised in homes where their fathers are absent or a lack of role models is pretty bad for impressionable White children.

In fact, statistics show us that they are more likely to drop out of schools, commit crimes, do drugs, be poor, have promiscuous sex, join gangs, be depressed, kill themselves, etc.









I guess there wasn't a proper role model for me until I discovered National Socialism.

At the age of 21 I got into WN, and Hitler has been my role model since then.
The same age I got my first girlfriend.




In the WN world, there are so many heroes / martyrs for young White men to look up to.



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Old July 11th, 2018 #3
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As for me, during the time I was still pretty much into rock music ( prefer ambient now . . .) , belive it or not , for a short time my role model was James Hetfield from Metallica . . .

My first "role model" was a Heavy Metal rocker too. whose name I don't wanna mention here, hehe.

I think Hetfield was a great choice.
He truly is the originator of Thrash Metal.

There is an early footage of him wearing a Totenkopf shirt on stage. from the beginning to 0:14 of this video:


I personally enjoy their stuff after they went commercial.
I actually like "St. Anger" a bit. it sounds more like Slipknot / Korn than their style of Metal.

"Death Magnetic" was a pretty solid Heavy Metal album, it was produced by a Jew Rick Rubin though.
But their new album is boring and dull in my opinion.

"Ride the Lightning" is their best album hands down.
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Old July 11th, 2018 #4
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@ Zack

Believe me man , I know what you're talking about . .

Parents are supposed to be role models . . .

My childhood was gruesome . . Father ( R. I. P. ) was an alcoholic , mommy was never "really there for me . . ."

I suppose the fact , though , that I had such a horrible childhood , among other things, is the reason I can "take so much at once" now . . .

Life is hard . . .

I feel for those who share the same fate . .
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There was a time I hated my parents, to a point I even wanted to kill my mom.
Makes me think of this song ( since you said you listen to Hip Hoppers of our race , I'll mention it . . .)



Somehow I cannot blame Eminem for being what he is. .He grew up in Detroit . .That should say it all. . .
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In fact, statistics show us that they are more likely to drop out of schools, commit crimes, do drugs, be poor, have promiscuous sex, join gangs, be depressed, kill themselves, etc.
I think everybody who has had a bad childhood can live like that . . .


I admit that I was also , more or less , "on the street" for some time . .

As it happens , I also lived in city after city ( Bremen , Hannover . .) . .

I sure got a lot of chicks in my youth but that was pretty much all I was after . .

I had one relationship after the other . .

I tried to detach from my parents and , admit , did some things I wouldn't do again today . .

Cliques were my secret substitutes for family . .

I suppose my parents didn't care for me at that time either . .
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I guess there wasn't a proper role model for me until I discovered National Socialism.

At the age of 21 I got into WN, and Hitler has been my role model since then.
The same age I got my first girlfriend.




In the WN world, there are so many heroes / martyrs for young White men to look up to.



True, a lot of devoted people in National Socialism . . . people with ideals . .

 
Old July 11th, 2018 #5
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@ Zack

Believe me man , I know what you're talking about . .

Parents are supposed to be role models . . .

My childhood was gruesome . . Father ( R. I. P. ) was an alcoholic , mommy was never "really there for me . . ."

I suppose the fact , though , that I had such a horrible childhood , among other things, is the reason I can "take so much at once" now . . .

Life is hard . . .

I feel for those who share the same fate .
I am pretty much like you, my dad left us when my mom was pregnant with me, because he was cheating with her at that time, dad was already married to another woman.

He was irresponsible.

When I was a child, mom always worked a part time job to feed me and pay bills, she were busy and never really there for me too.

But, such hardships and struggle make us stronger somehow.

Because we grew up in dysfunctional families, we try to be good fathers and try not to make our children suffer the same fate we did.

I can now think it was good for me in the long run because it led me to National Socialism.

I still cannot say I'm perfect, nobody is perfect, though.




But I am pretty sure I'll be raising a good White family in my future




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Makes me think of this song ( since you said you listen to Hip Hoppers of our race , I'll mention it . . .)
I like Eminem too.
Great song. thank you.



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Old July 11th, 2018 #6
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My first "role model" was a Heavy Metal rocker too. whose name I don't wanna mention here, hehe.
. . . hmmmm . . . why do I get the feeling it might have been this guy ?

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lol . . Come on man . . .

Curiosity killed the cat . . . yet satisfaction brought it back . . .

If you don't want to say it publicly , PM me ?

lol

I admit that I, in my youth , also had that poster on my door . .






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I personally enjoy their stuff after they went commercial.
Sorry but . . you cannot tell me there is no difference bewteen this 'cad' . .

. . and this wannabe-'sunnyboy' . . .

See it however you want to . . Hetfield became too commercial . .
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"Death Magnetic" was a pretty solid Heavy Metal album, it was produced by a Jew Rick Rubin though.
Rock albums are often produced by jews
 
Old July 11th, 2018 #7
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lol

As it happens I recently to my wife that I have a thread about role models going here and she told me that , in her youth , her role model was this . .


( British female Caucasian Hip Hopper 'Lady Sovereign' )

My wife had a long Hip Hop phase in her youth . .

I suppose what she and her have in common though is that she is sometimes just as sassy . . .

She's sometimes too worried about not being perceived as fully Aryan though ( https://www.stormfront.org/forum/t1241268/ ) ( despite her platinum blonde dyed hair . . .)
 
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