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Old March 23rd, 2018 #1
aryanh8
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Default Life Story of a Modern White Human Male

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Life Story of a Modern White Human Male

I was born in a major multi-ethnic city – that is assuming my biological mother did not abort me
through contraceptive medication or through going to a Jewish abortion clinic and having one of their
non-white workers or themselves use metal instruments to mutilate my developing body.
Should I carry past this point I would be born of a mother who may have had relationships with nonwhites
in which case I would be contaminated with their genes which have been intermingled with her
own even if condoms were used as they are microscopically porous and allow semen to filter through
into the woman thereby contaminating her with the DNA of non- whites which inevitably passes on to
the offspring. If I should be lucky enough to avoid this fate I would probably be subject to genetic
damage through the alcohol my mother drank. Upon conception I would be yanked out of her womb
with metal forceps by a non-white midwife or a Jewish or non-white doctor who would with their
knowledge of anatomy, deliberately maim or mangle me through alteration of the spine thereby
crippling me for life. I would be luck to avoid this fate and would be pulled out through metal forceps
which would horribly traumatize me. Of course I should also mention that the ultrasounds and radiation
I was subjected to would cause mutations in my DNA and would probably induce extreme trauma as
well. Upon being taken out of my mother’s womb I would be taken by the Jewish doctor and have my
foreskin cut off thereby adding to the trauma of my short worldly experience. The Jewish doctor would
then suck the foreskin vampirizing my blood according to his Talmudic religion. He would send the
foreskins from myself and other newborns to meat-rendering plants which would mix the meat from
animals with them to curse the non-Jews by forcing cannibalism upon them.
I would be given vaccines filled with mercury and formaldehyde as well as various other heavy metals,
dead fetal tissue and adjuvants. These would cause my brain damage and possible sterility or reduced
fertility as well as organ damage which would reduce my chances to thrive in this world.
Upon being taken out of the hospital I would be subject to the quarrelling of my parents who depending
on their socio-economic class would devote their lives to selfish and egotistical pursuits with my father
roaming around with his drinking buddies and crashing into our home be it apartment or McMansion
disturbing my ability to sleep and creating an atmosphere of tension and strife while my mother would
be too interested in creating petty problems to entertain herself out of a desire to look upon herself as a
courageous feminist controlling the life of a man. I would be neglected and have to live in a state of
sympathetic nervous system dominance, a fight or flight state which would burn out my adrenal glands
and deprive me of sleep. My mother would probably be too concerned about her breasts sagging if I
should breastfeed so she would put me on a soy-based formula which would deprive me of the needed
growth factors and nutrients to form a healthy skeleton and brain. I would thus be underdeveloped and
have less opportunity to thrive in life as my body would be deformed to a greater extent than otherwise;
the facial bones would not grow as wide as they would under normal conditions and I would thus be
less attractive to the opposite sex, thereby diminishing my opportunities to spread my genes and have a
family of my own. Upon my debut in society my mother who is a modern woman, a careerist and
feminist, would leave me in the nursery – or ‘daycare’ center as it is called to be raised by statefinanced
caregivers who are of a racially foreign stock and who have a hostility to me because I am
white or at least visibly so (if my mother had had relationships with non-whites prior to my
conception). The other children with whom I have to get along are also predominantly racially foreign
and have the same hostility.
They bully me and abuse me and are egged on by the non-white girls who have been instructed by their
propagandists to hate white boys and to censor and harass them as a socially obligatory behaviour and
to get a sense of power over me. I suffer through this treatment during the weekdays and it is cold
comfort when my father picks me up from the daycare center as my callous mother is too busy working
in her career to care for me as she wishes to accrue to herself a sense of importance in the eyes of her
fellow career women.
I am subjected to electromagnetic fields being transmitted by the cell towers and smart meters in the
center and from my home which causes cellular excitotoxicity and maintains a sympathetic nervous
system dominance which causes hyper-anxiety, adrenal fatigue, and insomnia. I am fed a diet of
genetically modified foods which incubate cancers in my body and modify my DNA as well as having
to drink chlorinated water which contains the chemical chlorine used as a warfare agent in gaseous
form.
I go to attend the school where again a multi-racial nightmare confronts me with many black, Arab, and
hybrid students subjecting me to abuse and bullying me at every turn. My feminist and Jewish teachers
are forever punishing me for defending myself against these non-whites who have only been in my
country for a most of a couple generations but typically only having been born here of parents who
have not been in the country my ancestors created for more than a decade. These so-called teachers or
brain polluters have never taken my side and insist on imposing their sanctions against me in defense of
my own existence.
My career as a student continues on with a repetition of the same activity continuing through the
grades. I am being passed through their system without any meaningful education, merely being
propagandized with Marxist indoctrination, what has been called ‘liberal democracy’ or ‘socialism’,
secular humanism’, etc. The children from the more affluent classes in my school
have all of the opportunities and are stream-lined towards becoming future controllers of society where
I am left behind, relegated to a lower order of society because the social engineers judged me unfit as I
am not an arrogant or extrovertive person from an affluent class as they are and given that I am a white
male they look upon me as an enemy, as the modern day Satan in relation to themselves as the priestly
caste of those who matter, the Jewish elite and their white liberal race-traitors and non-white
replacements. The privileged students in my school are progressing towards their destination as a
financial and social success where I am demoralized and have low self-esteem. They are going out to
parties and having relationships with the opposite sex but I am left alone having no one to associate
with as I am an introvertive person and not an arrogant extrovert like them. This hobbles my
development and this combined with a feminist mother who controls every facet of my life creating a
dependency in me upon her as well as a lack of self-esteem which inhibits my ability to be a functional
member of society, a society relative to which I am an alien, an outsider having no place. The
attractions of the youth of society disgust me: alcohol, loud music, and drug culture. They have a vile
and cruel personality always vilifying those who are not of their socioeconomic class and who they
look upon as beneath themselves.
I managed to graduate high school and had sufficiently high marks given that I withdrew from society
throughout my academic career having no recourse but to study and to learn on my own and seek to
improve myself not out of spite of other’s judgments but though an inner drive to achieve, to make
myself a better person not knowing just what that would be but nevertheless understanding that I was
an imperative. I managed to obtain student loans though as a white male, non-whites and women are
given preference over me for student loans. I do well in the school system taking a liberal arts program.
Unfortunately all of my personal study outside of the school curriculum mainly of old books prior to
WWII does not correspond with the contemporary ideology or accepted mores of society and this leads
me to research into the facts of history further. I come to the realization that society, as it is, is a far cry
from that of the past and come to venerate. The culture which pre-existed in the 60s was an infinitely
superior one. I stumble upon more books that make reference to Jews and their influence. From there I
become aware of their evil throughout history and how to physically identify them. I then look over the
course of my life and realize that these claims made in the books are true and that the Jews are
attempting to genocide the white race through psychic castration of the white males whose duty and
innate drive has always been as a defender and protector of society. That their plan is clearly to destroy
the society which whites created through non-white immigration and feminism, to weaken society and
thereby enable a takeover by their Chinese and Russian troops which they have controlled sine the
Bolshevik revolution in Russia and the Boxer rebellion in China under Lenin and Mao respectively.
I continue supplementing my education with a more important education – that of racial awareness and
the history of the world as faithfully represented in those old books lying in musty corners of university
libraries as well as in electronic form on the internet printing them off and compiling my own library.
Though I have had difficulty in the school system because of racial bias against me from non-whites
and Jews as well as sexual bias against me by feminists, from the professors, that is who deliberately
grade me poorly so that they can get a twisted sense of vengeance against heterosexual white males
who they blame for whatever troubles or problems they perceive in the world or their own personal
lives; in spite of their tyranny I manage to graduate through supplementing my course curriculum with
less politically charged courses which I take through distance education where I don’t have to see a
biased professor face to face who seeks to harass me for being a white male who is not a complete
degenerate, a homosexual, or race mixer. I eventually graduate having made no friends in the school
system as I was in high school, not an extrovertive person who desired to hang around in a bar in the
middle of the night drinking alcohol and listening to loud music.
I am no longer receiving student loans but prior to graduation had managed to obtain work in a security
firm so that I could avoid being subjected to unpleasant working conditions knowing that I have
minimal prospects for obtaining employment given the racial bias in hiring policies in all corporations
and public sector positions where the only white males who are hired are homosexuals or the remnant
of the well-connected upper crust. Anticipating these inevitabilities I seek employment in capacities
that seem at least somewhat appealing such as trades of various sorts. However given that my student
loans are cut off and it is impossible to obtain more and that my occupation doesn’t enable me to save
any money as it is too low-paying; hardly enough to pay the bills I desperately seek out alternatives –
perhaps a relation in the country can enable me to live off their property and work on a nearby farm or
labour site so that I may survive.
However there are no such options as, given I was raised apart from society and had built no
connections or marketable skills I have no such options. I see other white males my age – in their early
20s – having recently graduated from the Marxist indoctrination centers they call schools involving
themselves in all manner of degenerate practices from race-mixing to drug and alcohol use. I myself
having no interest in the vulgarity of society dissociate myself and live in my own segregated world
apart from the degeneracy of society that surrounds my tiny apartment. Further research on the internet
and through books that I had managed to save up enough money to purchase convinced me that given
the tyranny of the Judeo-Masonic control system there is only one path that lies before me and that is
through white nationalist activism and through this either victory or Valhalla. One way or the other my
destiny however tenebrous, lies before me presenting me with the few options that I can avail myself
of.
I live in a minimalistic lifestyle paying only for food and shelter not even having enough money for a
gym pass as I am attempting to stockpile food and obtain a firearms license, guns, ammunition, and
other survival supplies before society through the outsourcing of jobs and increased mass non-white
immigration destroys society from within and enables the imposition of a police state and the further
strengthening of a totalitarian regime – unless of course well- positioned white nationalists use that as
an opportunity to create domestic terrorism in society and have a potential military coup of the corrupt
establishment flushing out the non-whites who would have to be sent outside of the borders or killed if
need be for the survival of the white race within their own borders. I can only do so much with so little
after all.
Just the other day the Jewish landlord of the apartment building I am in gave me an eviction notice as
one of the non-white tenants had complained that I ‘made them feel unsafe’ – they had probably heard
me listening to a white nationalist podcast and sought vengeance against me for not willfully bowing to
them and recognizing the implicit threat of the racially aware white male from whom they derive their
sustenance through his work in trades and industry and who they lord it over in the offices receiving
their employment through the biases of public policy conferring upon them a privileged status as an
‘untouchable victim’ who can do no wrong and will always have their side taken by any legal or other
power structure which plays a role in the disenfranchisement of white males from their society. I thus
have no recourse but to avail myself of government housing or homelessness that assumes of course
that I will be accepted into government housing given that preference is given to non-whites and
especially newly arrived immigrants who have countless children when they arrive to derive benefits
from the productive white male worker.
The Jewish landlord having heard rumour from their non-white tenants that I was an ‘anti- Semite’, as
they fallaciously call an anti-Jew like myself, was quick to use the complaint of the non-whites as a
pretext for my eviction. Luckily I managed to obtain through one of the older white employees in the
government a place in government housing in the run down inner core of my town, a place which was
once a thriving community of productive white citizens who had built beautiful stone buildings which
are now little more than hives of degenerates from every dark corner of the third world and who have
turned them into dens of iniquity, incubators of their sub-human spawn who involve themselves in gang
war and rape of white women. I am now to be downgraded to a sub-human myself, a continuance of
the life of deprivation and ignominy I have been forced to live since birth.
The drug den and prostitution brothel that is my new residence places me into the bowels of the beast
that is J.O.G. (Jewish Occupation Government). I am literally surrounded by vice of all forms from
drug deals going on inside and out, to rooms of prostitutes plying their trade to a veritable incubation
centre of Negro and Arab offspring who play about around the dumpsters with pigeons and who
immediately form gangs raping and killing each other and those who are the descendants of the
builders of this ruined society, the whites.
The job I am in had been tolerable until I was transferred to a site where I had to work alongside a
Jewish woman. She had the characteristically psychopathic personality all Jews have and eventually
given her hypersensitive Jewish nature she sensed I was aware of who she was, as a Jew, and framed
me on the jobsite sending emails in my name to the non-white human resources manager of the jobsite
I worked on to have me fired. This enabled her to justify my firing which she, a token non-white from
the Philippines, had obviously desired upon setting eyes upon me the first day I arrived on the site – her
racial animus towards whites and white males specifically being palpable and manifesting itself in her
constant attempts to trap me in dereliction of duty by leaving things not supposed to be in certain places
out and visiting me randomly at my duties.
Now that I am fired and have no means of sustaining myself or building a future for myself my life is
more or less forfeit. I now know what I must do and that will be to commit suicide by cop through
blowing up a government building and assassinating whatever Jewish and white race traitor politicians
I encounter in a spree of violence which will put to rest at least a small part of Jewish tyranny.
I, out of prudence and regard for legal gun owners not wanting to enable the conspiracy to create more
gun control or restriction legislation to justify the dispossession of firearms form the populace and
thereby render them defenseless against the non-white hordes they are bringing in and aiming in their
mosques and Chinatown enclaves. Hence I will go onto the streets and obtain illegal higher powered
firearms to more effectively strike out the control system without implicating my own people. I will
also eliminate all paraphernalia relating to white nationalism and in place obtain communist and
Marxist paraphernalia even going so far as to tattoo the hated communist hammer and sickle on my
body prior to the strike as a means of deflecting any possible attention towards the white nationalist
community. I will also fill my apartment to as great an extent as my meager means allows with
degenerate material to deflect attention away from me: photo-shopped images of myself with nonwhite
males and women in orgies and as friends; BDSM gear and porn; marijuana and alcohol as well
as books by Aleister Crowley and the Communist Manifesto. This should serve as a red herring to
cover my tracks.
I will also obtain knives and non-descript functional clothing that will enable me to manoeuvre in my
hit. Monitoring of the target site – the law courts and city call both physically from a distance in
disguise and via the internet to obtain maps of entry and exit points will also be undergone. I will
download Anders Breivik’s Manifesto from the net which plans out a similar strike only in much
greater detail, read this blueprint of his and relate it to my particular situation. ‘The Turner Diaries’ and
‘Hunter’ novels available in audiobook format from the net will also be listened to a couple of times
each with notes being made as the preparation and execution of the events spoken of therein relate to
my current situation. I will foresee any contingencies occurring and attempt to avoid potential glitches
in my plans which will be made plastic so as to accommodate circumstantial changes. Upon the day of
the execution I will take ephedrine Hcl or caffeine to heighten awareness and motor responses in the
carrying out of the hit careful to have experimented with them several weeks in advance on a trial run
dress rehearsal careful to do so outside of the eyes and area of the actual target site, mentally creating
the event in my mind.
I underwent my dress rehearsal today. I was getting hyper-tense and overwhelmed with a euphoric anxiety,
sympathetic nervous system going into hyper-drive as when I was ripped from the womb of my mother by the
metal forceps the Jewish doctor wielded. Now I am in the grip of another pair of forceps – either to end my life
in a blaze of glory, whatever glory may be had from such an event or to find another path and continue to live,
to use my remaining funds to leave this place and find a more peaceful environment in the country where I
might finally begin a life of some degree of meaning and fulfillment – but how? I don’t want to end my life as I
believe I have much to give to my own kind though given their corruption I have no means to have any
connections or friends of any sort. Nevertheless it is posterity I fight for – the question is whether I should live
to fight another day given that I have no means at my avail to fulfill any purpose let alone surviving myself. This
decision plagues me and no conclusion can be arrived at. I walk the streets into the night still in a state of
hyper-alertness that caffeine tablet not having worn off yet. I think of those images of white picket fences in the
countryside where people are enabled to have freedom amongst their own white people and a decent healthy
life an compare it to the nightmare of multi-racial demon-ocracy that has been imposed upon the whites in this
prison society that represents itself as a joyous world of love, peace, humanity, etc. but is in reality a cover for
Jewish supremacism and white genocide. Should I end my life in this belly of the beast and strike however
feeble a blow I may, hopefully awakening others to the fact that the control system is not unreachable,
invulnerable? But perhaps the message would be confused by the communist angle and send the wrong
message? Perhaps the leftists would like this thinking that their mystical ‘fascist capitalist white supremacist
state’ is being dismantled? Perhaps the people I am trying to reach would turn against the leftists towards a
more hard right direction? Perhaps the control system would use my act as a means of increasing totalitarian
measures through building up the police state? Perhaps this would be a good thing? Perhaps I should just get a
bust ticket and leave the city forever to find a paradise in the country? Perhaps such a paradise exists? Perhaps
it doesn’t? I might be able to start a life elsewhere and live in a Norman Rockwell painting ignoring the reality
around me – though I could attempt to raise awareness outside of this prison of unreachable fools. I pass out
from exhaustion and dream about a dark future.

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